Haven't really felt the need to post lately because life has been stable.

Yea, of course that gets shattered.  The night starts off normal, going and smokin before work with my friends and they tell me they are partying tonight and I should come over after work.  That was all cool.  But when they want pizza, that was a horrible idea because Lee wanted to drive to go get it.  After 8 shots...?  fuckin dumbass.

Meanwhile I was delivering and kept seeing this car get chased by atleast ten cops at max probably for about an hour.  And then I finally see a fire truck and an ambulance drive by.  I'm just thinking hey its over and ended in a wreck. I drove by the mall and my assuption was correct. And my other driver saw the same thing and we joked about it all night.  So I finally get off after smoking with my manager and driver and mob home to pick up Tino to go  chill with everybody.  And we get up there and everybody is down and theres no Lee but Frog was there.  Turns out the lead car in the chase was Lee and Frog.  Their lucky to be alive honestly, it was raining they were doing over 60 the entire time around corners I wont take over 30.  Not to mention going over road signs and construction and wrapping his Lincoln around a tree.  Oh and 3000 bucks in his pocket.

Irony:  Cop was going to a domestic disturbance call when Lee decided to run when he saw the lights go on.  But she saw him run.

All because he was fucking shit faced!  Felonies upon felonies.  We'll see if he gets out.

Since I'm to incompetant to use T's camera and I've been promising pictures you should go here if you're in the least curious http://ilikegreen.tblog.com/" title="http://ilikegreen.tblog.com/" target="_blank"http://ilikegreen.tblog.com/ check em out, well maybe I'm just too lazy to learn who knows...

I never really thought dreads would be as difficult as they are.  They keep coming out, it could be because they aren't exactly long dreads they're only about 4 inches long.  Any help? Please? eh I probably don't have enough people reading this to help me oh well.  Any advice would be cool. Keep in mind though I'm trying to keep clean dreads.

First off I will NEVER understand women no matter how hard I try or how much I pretend I do.  So T gained a little bit of weight since moving here and shes freaking out.  No not the usual freaking out either she's complaining because it all went to her boobs. Lmao I hope she doesn't kill me for writing that but oh well.  Most girls I talk to are like "God I wish mine would grow..."  Lol thats okay though leave it to me to pick out an odd girlfriend.

A glass piece showed up last night after being MIA for the past 3 or 4 months.  The really wierd thing? It was on the couch wrapped up in duct tape.  And only 3 people sat in that particular spot that night, I know because I didn't smoke much last night.  Frog and his girlfriend and Joe.  I have my bets on the amphibian.  Especially when we busted it out in the middle of a sesh and he stuttered and then hit it after camping on it for a few minutes and looking horridly shocked.  Of course no one said anything we want to wait and see what he does.

And it never fails.  I hate the dorms.  I pull my car up to the front door go in and 2 minutes later I come out and some student is in my car.  He found a scale in the time I was in the building.  Lets just say he's not going to be wanting to crawl into another car anytime soon.  Though I do wonder what he did that night since I took his wallet, griz card(to get into the dorms), and cash.  I know I sound like a hypocrite right now but any thief should know that they have to be ready to accept the conscequences if caught.

Hamurabi was a genius

"Eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth"

"When churchyards yawn and hell itself breathes out, contagion to this world"

Ever stop to wonder why you turned out the way you did?

It's wierd I went looking through some of my old stuff the other day and found that I'm either very ecclectic or just flat out nuts.  Looking at an old school paper I guess I wanted to be a cop when I was younger, well I took the opposite road on that decision.  My music was pretty much butt rock and some rap thats never changed much. 

I found the family photos.  There was like a 4 year gap in the album for me.  It went from about 11 until I was 15 and at the end you could see a big difference... mainly the black.  I dunno it was wierd.

Actually I'm cutting this short because I want to finish looking.

And the fact the cat needs it's litter box cleaned.

Me and T finally got to bring our kitten home last night.  She is so sweet, she reminds me so much my old cat Molly.  She's a gray/silver tabby with black tiger striping, T decided to name her toaster.  We've also aqquired a new leopard print gecko that my aunt and cousins no longer wanted so we recieved and get to care for now.  We're going to have a zoo when me, T, and Lee all get a place.

Unfortunately my attention span is very short right now and I hear video crack calling me.

until next time

Yea so Tino got here just fine and weve been having a great time.  I think I'm seriously in love with that girl.  We've already started looking at places to live and she goes in for an interview in about an hour.

Unfortunately I'm not sure if I'm going to get that apprenticeship.  Sigh, maybe I will have to go back to college.

The past few weeks have been overly hectic.  I've partied with more frequency than I ever have.  For the past week I've been to a different party each night and not with my usual crowd.  Though I'd have to say that my Papa J.'s crew (Dustin, me, Rosie, and Stephanie) are defintely the coolest people I've met in a while.  But Montana punks/metal heads whoop the shit outta Spokane punks, they wouldn't even mosh with us!  It must have something to do with our isolation and pent up anger lol.

I don't know why.  But every new person I meet asks me if I play in a band.  When that first started I just kinda gave people blank looks and simply said now and wandered off all confused.  I don't know how to play any kind of instrument I can kinda sing/scream but not that well.  Lol I wonder if I'm getting myself into the wrong profession.  But now I find it way more fun to just look and at em and say nah I'm just that hardcore.

And according to a few random girls at work I'm gorgeous...  wierd.

I seriously don't know how those motherfuckers get away with it so many times in a row.  By the law of odds, chances, hell even luck it all should be up by now.  But nooooooooo.  I was right this time, it wasa a set up and they even got chased until they went offroading.  Needless to say they got the rims and will listen to me more often.  Until now lee wants them on his car...  Okay I hope he figures it out.

very uninspired today

Scene: party last night
Individuals: good friends L and J
Crime: theft

I don't know if they're in jail yet.  I had to go to my parents house today.

But, wait.  Let me draw you a picture.  It's about 3 in the morning and my friends decide to leave the keg to go for a walk.  They come back to get me to scope out their find.  Let me tell you I DID NOT like this set up.  A brand new truck just parked behind a motel.  That had a sign on it that said something like "please don't tow, sorry for parking here. broken down" Thats a viable sign on a car window but not what was in it.  In the back of the truck fully wide open are 4 a complete set of brand new rims.  And not just some cheap rims either these were about say roughly 3000 dollars a piece.  God a thief waits sometimes a lifetime for something this easy.  Btu there was also a black car with tinted windows, in the neighboring pariking lot, facing this "catch."  Uh oh this is starting to smell like a set up right?  Well lets look at the scene and everything else.  An unlocked truck with expensive rims fully wide open.  A "new car" with tinted windows facing it I couldn't really tell if it was a ford or lincoln but it was spotless.  This is way to easy.  Needless to say they went back for it early this morning.  Fucking stupid.  I know the cops around here set up shit like that to catch idiots.  I guess I learn their fate after dinner.

God, I hope I was just being paranoid.  But it seemed so much like a set up.  They better hope I was wrong.

Irony is a bitch to.  I wonder if they'll remember our conversation that we had 20 minutes before they pulled this.  Yea plans for the future. heh  fucking stress

So I finally got a call from Cory from the "inside." Cory says the place is a hell hole but I can't say I really blame him, after all it's really no fun at all being in the Providence Center.  But the best news of all?  He says he feels a lot better off of the meth, even though he still does get the cravings for it.  They wont even let him have caffiene, nicotine, and they regulate his sugar intake, so he's become completely detoxed.  Unfortunately they'll even be testing for alcohol after he gets out, well atleast for the first 2 months so he wont be able to get back into "old habbits" again.  But you can be damn sure once he can drink again it's gonna be fuckin keg time, specially thrown for him. 
Yea we've already started planning his return party completely absent of the uppers of course.  Weed, beer, and ciggs thats all we're gonna have.
Good luck bro hope to see you when you're free!

Now this may make me sound like a hypocrite but I don't care.  But I'm still confused how people get addicted to drugs...  I mean I've used and abused the most addictive drugs around and my newest one was Ecstacy, well with the exception of nicotine.  I was trying to sell a few pills to a coworker and he got all wierd and told me stop talking about it.  I asked why and he said it was highly addictive.  Wierd I've already rolled a few times and there has been no want or need to do more.  Is there any reason this could be?

*CRACK*

Yea that was the sound of me putting my head through the window.  Okay we had a week stretch of nice summer weather and I got to go skating everyday.  But now the snow and the -degree weather is back yay.  Fuck I just wanna play outside, stupid weather.  Well maybe this way it wont snow in July.  sheesh I hate the weather paterns here.  It kind of resembles hell, except cold... yea like Dante's hell. 

On the plus side theres only 26 days until she gets back big smiles :D

I got another bug yesterday.  Yup another arachnid and yes it's once again poisonous.  I got an Emperor scorpion.  He's a chill little guy, well maybe it's a she the guy couldn't really tell, but it'll just crawl around though it did make me a little nervous when it got in my sleeve.  I need to name it.

Okay that was rather choppy and wierd.  I think I'll go have a cigg now.

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I was talking about different spiders that are bizarre and cool.  He told me about this one spider that I think is the only arachnid with precognition.  It hunts other spiders by climbing onto their web only when the wind blows or something gets caught in the web.  It will freeze there for hours just waiting for movement so it can move in.  It's also smart enough to know whether or not it can get to it's prey by going under or droping onto the web.  Theres really no point to this story.  But through out my young life I never stopped to consider things, like most anyother hormone driven young man I dive head first into anything that comes along.  For the first time I'm actually considering the future and the fact that I have one.  Which is was wierd, lol especially since I always figured I'd be dead by now just for doing stupid shit.  Eh adulthood.  Whats it mean to me?  Not much more, just responsibility.  I may be growing up but ya know what?  I'll never be all the way grown up.

It amazes me how people don't get why I do the things I do.  Last night my cousin Holli, I really really don't like her, was giving me shit for having wierd piercings.  She asked me why I didn't do my lip in the middle, why I have my tongue pierced across the top and why I did my kneck and wrist and told me more people might talk to me if I had normal piercings.  I was about to answer then started in on my dreads.  After she wouldn't let me speak I yelled at her and said that if I had normal piercings how would I be seperated from simple minded bigots like her.  Should I feel bad for ripping into her after that?  Sure I should but I don't.  It was fun and my family thought it was hilarious.  Eh go figure, they seem to like the punk goth? more than the rich prep hahahahaha.  But other than that seeing Stephers was awesome.  Shes in college now getting an 87 average in all her classes, and my little bro is going off to college.  Wierd I wonder if I'm missing out on something. 

Nah if I went off to college, I don't think I could've had my little thing with Tina and fall in love with her.  I wouldn't have been able to talk to her and get an appartment and get her to move back.  Well I sure as fuck don't regret it, and theres only less than a month till she gets back :D

Ill be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you?re not there
And I know that you don?t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place

No matter how hard I try
You?re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I?m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you?re here
This is not my home
I think I?m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

By the time you come home
I?m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case

No matter how hard I try
You?re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I?m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you?re here
This is not my home
I think I?m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

I?m better off alone

No matter how hard I try
You?re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I?m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you?re here
This is not my home
I think I?m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home
-Three Days Grace, Home

There something about that song that just makes you wanna jam out with a fucking accordian man!  Actually I'm not sure what the reasoning behing my accordian play is but it's shiny and purple.  And don't ask about all the question marks... cuz well ummm I dunno how they got there and they wont dissapear.

Actually I've been in a pretty wierd mood all day, yes I was actually concious before noon today.  Oh god another sign of the apocalypse.

And little rocker chick FINALLY got the hint.  I was hanging out with Alicia (old time friend) and outta nowhere guess who shows up.  We were in Hot Topic and she had to ask me what I was doing there.  I told her I was shopping for my girlfriend.  I thought I was speaking to Satan himself.  I guess she thought we were dating or something she started freaking out on Alicia being all pissed off because I guess she thought I was also dating her.  Good thing Alicia was there I don't think I could've handled her, needless to say it wasn't pretty.  No physical contact or anything just lots of swearing and bitching out.  Lol Alicia we need one more for the musketeers again.

I have much more to write but I have to go see Tommy and get my chin done.  This is gonna be fuckin awesome man, my cuz from the middle east is in town and she hasn't seen me in about a year and a half.  And nobody on that side of the family has seen my new piercings or my dreads.  Today is going to be fun.

I take my final bow and tip my hat to you all. 
Have a nice bowl and get stoned before you go home.

1. Your username - Atronoch
2. What special skills do you have? I hurt people and can have a good time doing it.  Hehe or I can seduce you no prob. ;)
3.Are you learning anything new? Yea I'm fuckin wierd and xGutterDollx has a pretty cool site, and she has pretty eyeballs.
4. If you could be any film character, who would you be? Lestat! woo I think not, Hannibal Lecter, just because he has much, much more style and class, and he's a smart ass.
5.What pets do you have? Black Widows, no they aint dead yet
6. Which is your favourite? Lacuna the small one
7. And your least favourite? Shiva she wont kill anything anymore
8. What's in your handbag (or wallet if you're a bloke)? a coupla bucks and my id, maybe my  bank card?
9. Boxers or Y-fronts? Boxers
10. What colour are your eyes? A dark sensual brown. lmao
11. What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm actually working on being a piercer right now.
12. What type of mobile (cell) phone do you have? A piece of shit nokia.
13. Where did you go on your last proper holiday? holiday? you mean like when I quit work and got really messed up?
14. What did you last dream about? My death or someone else's  I don't remember which order they came in last night.
15. What did you last watch on tv? Aqua Teen Hunger Force baby!
16. What was the last book you read? It was either a palmistry book or Revolution on canvas.

Well first off nothing pisses me off more than friggin technology.  I spend 20 minutes writing just for it to erase my damn post.  Damn you Microsoft, devil of today!

I almost forgot about the girl that I met at the concert until last night.  And I for sure didn't think she'd start stalking me.  She tackled me in the pit and grabbed my phone outta my pocket and stole my number.  I also didn't actually figure she'd call me.  But, she did and it was her birthday and told me she "desperately needed a guy" and would let me do anything to her...  Thats an automatic scare tactic for me and makes me wanna run.  So I finally told her I'd meet her on the northside.  I dunno how long it took her to figure out I was ditching her but 4 hours later she calls me again trying to meet up.  I finally told her I have a hotter girlfriend that would probably whoop her ass and hung up.  God I hope shes done witht that.

I hope Tino wants a tatt when she gets here cuz I'm gettin my first one done when she gets back.  I was hanging out with my piercer Tommy and Jay one of the tattoists from altered skin, just smokin and shootin the shit.  Jay was pissed that a guy who was going to get a goat head pentagram bailed out on him.  I took a look at it, and it's really fucking awesome so I told him that if he made it small enough so I could get each point of the star and each intersection  pierced I'd do it.  Tommy told me she'd do it free, as long as I paid for the jewelry and Jay'll do the actuall tatt for under 100 bucks :D under one condition, that I let them take pics and send it to a magazine.  well yea of course.  So I'd have to admit I'm a little wary about the whole pentagram thing just cuz my whole family thing and them being religious.  so I may have pull a Yin and Yang style manuever.  While the goat goes on my right shoulder I have a cool picture of and angel holding a stone cross with jewels inset in it.  So I want her on my left shoulder holding a celtic cross and get the ends of the cross pierced.  I dunno I guess it's mainly a balance thing for me.  I'd just feel wierd having a totally evil tatt and not have something a little more holy.  Er maybe its just the whole idea good vs. evil.  Who knows I'm kinda wierd like that.

Tell me,  how can you tell you stepped over the line of wierdness to insanity?  I dunno if I'm being paranoid or just flat out nuts.  I dunno it kinda seems that I've been being followed around.  No not the government I have nothing those fuckers want.  I'm just a little more worried about the tweakers and some of the shady people I've irritated lately.  Because I've seen alot of the old hatreds coming out and presenting themselves too me.   Oh god its a conspiracy against me!  Lol I could only hope to be that crazy.  we'll see what happens I hope I'm just being paranoid.

Okay I'm going to sort out my thoughts and try to be as honest as I can.

But first things first.  Where the fuck did my life go? There that feels better.

Now,  hoooboy where to begin?  So Papa Roach wasn't too bad, even though the opening bands licked nuts they put on a good show.  Papa Roach is way better live than on their cd's for sure that I was pleased about.  I was in the mosh pit and got my shit kicked in by this rocker chick, it was insane turns out it was one of my ex girlfriends, she didn't recognize me.  I guess she was gonna rape me right there and then until she saw it was me and said when did you get so hot.  That creeped me out and I went and found Angel and got smashed.  Bloody nose, bloody lip, and a part way ripped out piercing, over all score for concert=8.

But all the partying aside, life and it's requirments appear out of nowhere.  I became an adult?  What? When?  Tina's been looking at appartments, some of em are cool and just given their locations, and the fact I've been in most appartments in town I think it's a good idea.  Wow the thought of moving in with a girl I'm completely infatuated with kinda scared me at first, but now I can't wait.  Big step, well for me anyways.  I mean I'm a stoner and a slacker that just hasn't wanted to get on track.  Hehe now I have reason to, looks like I'm gonna try and bargain for that apprenticeship, maybe see if I can't do a 1000 downpayment and pay the other grand off over the time I'm an apprentice.

Suddenly I find myself to be a busy man.  I kinda like it.

Seriously after highschool it's like I'm not even a part of my life, I'm just another movie goer watching all play before me.

Now I have to drop some of my habbits.  Am I really ready to grow up.  Do I want this responsibility?  Do I love her.  FUCKIN EH YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT! :D 

Hey it was bound to happen sooner or later.  And its with a gorgeous girl that I'd give anything for.  Hmmm I suppose I should start figuring stuff out. :)

Okay so my computer can't be fixed...  Apparently the bastards who actually did the work on my computer killed it, and now refuse to do anything about it.  I can't think of something more frustrating.  It's not worth enough to take to court but enough that I don't want to throw it at nothing.  I guess I'll just burn down their business... no officer it was the leprachaun, I swear.

I guess it hasn't been all bad, I've been working more so I have more cash to throw at my bills...

I did also win tickets and backstage passes to the Skindred/Papa Roach concert.  And I got a free piercing out of it too :)  Lol maybe I am a little crazy but I got it done on the bottom side of my chin.  Unfortunately the skin there does wierd things when stretched so it turn out all crooked.  But thats cool, my piercer wants to make a project out of it and she's re doing it for free!  YAY!  Other than that not much is new. 

I'm gonna see if I can't smoke up with one of the bands though... heh heh heh

Okay so I finally broke down and had to admit my computer is royaly fucked.  Now I have to fork out more cash for somebody to tell me whats wrong with it...  Wonderful.  Interesting to come back after what a month or so now and I seem to have missed a few people.  Eh guess it happens.

But in the meantime I'm stuck playing morrowind for XBOX.  Sure it's fun but I don't even have the expansions for it so now I have to start out all over again.  Meh oh well.  God I feel like a nerd for writing about that game but what can I say I'm a sucker for rpg's.

Once again after Tina left I found it wierd waking up alone.  That girl does strange things to my head.  hehe I love it though. 

Wow being woke up at noon sucks I'm feeling uncreative again,  although I will work on scanning my drawings I finally finished them.

Holy crap it's been like 80 billion years since I last touched a computer.  Mine's kind of working, when I say kind of I mean I had to frankenstein it together and it keeps shutting off on me.  Soooo we'll see if I actually get through this post.  Looks like I'm going to be spending more time and money on this big ol piece of crap.

Eh thus is life I guess.  A lot has happened but I'll get into that more later...  But I guess the most you should know is I have 3 new piercings one on my neck, my wrist, and a surface done on my tongue.  I love my tongue piercing hehe.

... Okay so I gues just writing that much took more of my time than I thought.  I'm off to work.  Just thought I'd make a come back.

Well now it's been a busy few days, mainly I've been ...? with ....?  Mind blowing every time!  I can't even believe it.

But Tino made it here safely, in fact the only flight that made it in that day lmao.  That was a sign from above man.  We've been having a great time, chill during the day and head out to party.  Lol it's been a little mellower since she's been here but I'm not complaining.

I also got pierced again yesterday.  And since I actually have cords for my camera you get to see all my piercings when I post em.  I got the back of my neck surface pierced last night.  It didn't really hurt when he pushed the needle through the first set of skin but he kinda missed on the way out and had to realign it.  That FUCKIN hurt man, it almost made me cry.  But anyways, Mike (the piercer) was really happy with it and he wanted to take pictures of it and put it in his store album.  :)  Hehe now both me and my older cousin have our pictures in his album.  Except his are waaaaay more hardcore, because he got surface piercings on his back lol.

Well I gotta go christmas shopping have fun and I'll be back with pictures.